DAY 2- MONDAY OCT. 5TH

Today is my second day. So far, it's going okay. I realized that I MUST take my adderall or else i will majorly crave food and get really hungry. As long as I take adderall, I'm okay.

I've been looking on this 6WBM website/forum for new recipes. I found a breakfast recipe that's called "French toast" and uses just egg whites, nutmeg, sugar & vanilla. I was excited to try it because there were so many good reviews on it! but I didn't like it that much. It wasn't terrible, but it wasn't very good. I put a little bit of blueberries in it, which made it better, but it was still like a 5 on a scale from 1-10. It was just "ehh". But I found a recipe for oatmeal pumpkin muffins on there that I am really excited to try.

I always knew that i was gonna cheat a little bit on this diet, mostly because it's crazy strict, but I've been doing well so far. I know the chicken I grilled had a little olive oil & salt on it, i've been using a tiny bit of salad dressing, and some of the beans I had were canned (Didn't realize this until it was too late), and I had like two bites of ice cream yesterday. However, compared to what I normally eat- that's a hugeee change. Slow steps, i guess?

I did the "Body Sculpting" yesterday. Some of the exercises were GREAT and I could really feel what I was doing. But then there are some that I know need work. The seated abdonimal & oblique crunches for example- I watched the video & read the directions a hundred times but i felt like I just wasn't getting it. I don't want to do these incorrectly.

Today I'm going to go to the gym. I really hate the gym. I'm a college student and I live in a college town, and I feel so out of shape and hate seeing other people watch me work out. It REALLY bothers me. I have a stationary bike, well my mom does, but it doesn't work right now. When she gets home we're gonna have to fix it.